mr. earth is spinning toooooo fast!
how can mr. november jus leave like that. did u really wanna end it this way?!
perhap its mr. december being too kah chiong and squeeze mr. november out!
mr. november u r such a LOSER! >.<
*whatever*
my first day with mr. december is a total HELL...
my tender document submitted was rejected by my director.
(there r some missing clauses, incorrect term, schedule of rate is in a mess, scope of contract is in a mess... blah blah blah! pls get it all rectify by today n send in for vetting again bcos draft tender doc hav to be sent out by friday!)
ehh hello, 2weeks ago i submit liao n yet nw den u see... -.-
and on the other side i hav ppl rushing me for the x'mas deco!
(where r all the xmas deco? y isnt it up yet? orchard rd had their deco done for 2 mths alrdy!)
OH WTF?! orchard rd deco has got nth to do wi me leh! gov kiasu wanna put up early bcoz thy wanna let mr. november knw tht he better faster get lost! fyi here is not orchard rd ok! and damn it i wasted haf of my day doing the deco!
by den i start on my tender its alrdy 5pm!
sighhh... i really hate doing the tender doc. y cant thy jus engage consultant. this kind of money cannot save de! we are not professional ppl in drafting the tender doc ok!!! pls grow some brains! >.<
spent whole damn 5hrs to finish up the whole tender. TEDIOUS CAN!!! thy better vet it and send me back by friday loh, if not i'm gg to KB, not to them but to myself... (wad a loser bt wad cn i do?! bosses are bigger o.O)
waste my time! cannot study today... tell me who can compensate my lost time?! o.O
mr. december bring no good to me. will ur stay deteriorate my days?! i hope not bcuz santa will come to my rescue : )
gg to sleep nw! its 2.50am.... -.-
flora.x
- Location:X's lil hut
- Mood:
crappy - Music:Glee Cast - Defying Gravity
felt like i've already done alot of things today and the time is only 2pm o.O
woke up duper early at 8am and went breadfast with J at tpy lorong 8 mkt. after that i went to visit gf...
gf is very thin now : ( . actually seeing him like tht my heart ache alot...
This whole week is damn fulfilling for ME!!! its like a chillax time b4 muggin for exams lol >.<
i spent alot of money this week bcos x'mas is coming...
x'mas investment is a must each yr bcos i'm not santa : \
anw, i'm gg to save up some money for my new phone and my jb trip after my exams...
flora.x
- Location:X's lil hut
- Music:Lady Gaga - Bad Romance
i've already... ...
submitted my 2 module assignment
finished my long and tedious mtg minutes
finished amending the tender document
submitted all AGM doc to bca
submitted investigation report to boss and developer
finished my messy petty cash payment
.....
NOW, i'm so sinking into the holiday mood because my 2 days ANNUAL LEAVE is coming!!! : )
and of a sudden, i am missing him to a pathetic core! : \
when i'm bz he is so free... when i'm so free he is bz... oh wtf?!
flora.x
- Location:X's lil hut
- Mood:
accomplished - Music:Jason Derulo - Whatcha Say
isn't it great to have people who miss you, care for you and understand you...
it might not be sth expensive and it may be insignificance to u. but isn't it the thoughts that counts?!
i feel blessed! : )
thank you freda,lemon&justin...
flora.x : )
- Location:X's hut
- Mood:
content - Music:Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me
good morning ! (9.20am on my clock)
no matter how late i slept last night, i'm still up early... and specially on a good sundae morning : (
i guess its bcos my assignment is not done yet and so my body cant rest well.
-.-
received a sweet sms frm my sweetalk this morning at 8.17am (very detailed wi timing) lol
and it brighten my day ^.^ huu huu
anw, today i MUST finish AMM assignment and hopefully by evening i can start abit on RED assignment.
deadline are drawing NEAR !
jiayou ^^
flora.x
- Location:X 's hut
- Mood:
chipper - Music:La Roux - Bulletproof
having a very hard time now
sighhhhh !
i hope i can change for the better
life is tiring for me nw : (
i hate my job, seriously ! i think i need time to think what is suitable for me ...
arduous describle everything...
flora.x
- Mood:
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yaa again blogging during my lunch time. : (
how sad, no company for lunch and also no mood for lunch too...
cant rely on ahboy too much to accompany me for lunch everyday.
have to slowly get use to ahboy not being around so often.
anw tht day might come, its jus a matter of time.
well today i said sth bad and i'm feeling atrocious nw!
i think i really have problem with words. it seems like nth good will come out from my mouth.
my anger always storm in before my thoughts.
jus like what happen this morning...
i told my site gardener this : - giv me 2 ans. are you happy/satisfied with the work here?! are you happy/satisfied with the colleagues here?!
If u are satisfied den you better change your attitude. But if u are nt satisfied den please leave. Don't make me change u away. I don't need such staff here. I only want to hear compliment and nt complaint.
Aft tht he told me: - as u wish, u don't have to ask me to leave bcos today is my last day...
tht sentence freeze me!!!
He alrdy tender his resignation to the company. He had some health prob so he cant continue to work anymore.
damn it, wtf am i doing.... >.< feel bad. sighhhh~
>.<
flora.x
- Mood:
numb
3 human being that make me bu shuang today !
old man
bee hoon girl
J boy
what's next?! my temper isn't good today.
sighhhhhhh : (
flora . X
- Mood:
angry
spending my lunch time blogging -.-. sighh sound so sad !
well, i lied to him that i will be busy this wk so don't meet for lunch but the actual fact is ...
i don't want to spend money on lunch if i can bring sandwich to work.
i know he will pay for my lunch if he knw that i'm saving. i don't want him to do that.
it make me feel that i owe him alot.
i mean what's the point of me saving my money and him spending money on me.
it don't make sense. he may be rich to afford my lunch but i don't like the idea.
anw money is a sensitive issue to me!
yaa so the reason for not going for lunch is bcos i OVERSPENT my expenses this mth.
its not even half of october and i'm so deadly broke now.
i spent too much on friends birthday present, birthday treats plus we booked chalet this mth (oh man!) : (
there goes all my expenses for the mth. >.<
my saving scheme rule no 1.
NOT ALLOW TO USE A SINGLE CENT IN MY SAVINGS UNLESS IT CONCERN LIFE AND DEATH
so no matter how much i overspent on my expenses i must endure and squeeze whatever i can!!!
if not what are the rules for?! since i set the rules so i must make sure i follow it ...
anw i already sense that this will be coming.
the three month i hate in a year are AUGUST, OCTOBER & DECEMBER.
these are the 3 mths i will be damn broke !
end of lunch time : )
flora . X
p.s. visiting grandfather ltr
- Location:Office
- Mood:
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have been deadly tangled into sleepless nights for my libra babies.
their birthday are jus too close to one and other : (
NB jing celebrating her 22nd birthday!
finally the 4 of us are 22 now ... sighh we are getting old : \
i knw you will like the present alot and fyi, i haunt dw alot of places jus to dbe cfm if thy still hav the purple colour one.
like i said, u have the purple face so i insist to get purple for u but too bad no more purple.
anw that blue looks nice on u and i'm adapting that colour on u too : )
your first expression when u saw that AGNES B paper bag was damn remarkable.
i felt happy too! : )
anw spend your 22nd year of life wisely because you can only be 22 years old ONCE : )
happy birthday chen heng jing ^.^
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thanksformakingmetearsonyourbirthday!
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andwhatdoyoumeanbyseeingmecryistheonlyti
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florashinoda x )
- Mood:
sleepy
28.09.09 Monday
mom informed that jeannie had register the 8 siblings to visit grandpa. Which means that i wont be able to see him even i'm there at the hospital. (look at what kind of inconveniences has h1n1 cause us)
30.09.09 Wednesday
mom inform us that grandpa's haemoglobin level is low despite one pint of blood. Seems like blood tranfusion isn't a solution since the cause of the bleeding is still left unknown.
02.10.09 Friday
mom inform that the cardiologist has started grandpa on claxane to prevent his blood clot. He is also on antibiotics to prevent heart infection. The blood test and ultrascope results will only be out in 48hrs. If indeed the heart valve is the cause of the bleeding, then he will be treated at the cardio dept.
Today mom sms saying that SGH has lifted the advanced nomination of visitor rule. Therefore anybody can visit now. I think I shall plan to visit grandpa aft work any time this week.
florashinoda : )
- Mood:
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what is with the world ?
what is with the people in this world ?
what is with the thinking of these people in this world ?
ahaha, confound right? Yaa! that's the ans to it.
Sometimes i really wonder what make us fall into such chaos. There is already enough trouble brewing and yet we are still creating more.(finding trouble ourself) -.-'''
Why do some people get to enjoy blissful life while some people always have to struggle thru.
Why do some people get to make their desire choice while some people doesn't even have the choice to make. (ahaha, an idiom suddenly flash in my mind "beggers can't be choosy" : \ )
Is it that as we age, we will encounter more problems?! If it so, THIS IS SO NOT FUN! Unlike Maths and Science, there is always a standard and perfect solution to each problem but in life there ain't no standard or perfect solution. People will often give you the best advise / encouragement and the rest, you have to fix it urself.
She once mentioned that if there is an "IF ONLY" in this world, everything will be merrier. But i told her that there isn't any "IF ONLY" in this world so dont even think abt it.
Yaa but nw it seems like i'm hoping for an "IF ONLY" to happen -.-''' (contradicting myself).
Seriously i feel despairing for her to face such problem. I cant even comfort her well because i see myself standing in a similar problem too. Mayb not nw but sooon : ( . I think we both grow up alot thru such sharing and hearing.
Anw back to her problem... why must this happen to her?! She deserve for a better treat really!
I knw you will pull thru my dear. Be strong and firm with ur choice. Be it a gd / bad choice made, GAMBLE IT !
Whether you like it, love it, hate it, whatever jus accept it because ITS LIFE !
♥ your esso station X !
: )
p.s. i knw, u knw is gd enough!
- Mood:
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I jus realised that I've crossed the boundary. Seems that it is not "JUST" but even earlier.
If you wouldn't have told me, i'm not even aware of it. (or mayb i jus don't want to be aware of it)
sighhh...
this isn't a fairy tale so there won't be any happy ending. But its OK i'll accept it bcos i'm not a princess either = \ haa~
life is short but youth is even SHORTER!!! i don't want to have lots of regrets when i'm old, so i rather risk it now and take it as an experience or lesson for me. Whether it is prudent or not, it is not impt to me. Certain things we don't have to make it too clear and sound to ppl bcos there is no such needs. (its not as if i'm doing some revolting things to the society right?!) <-- Ok i think that sound abit too serious lol.
Anw, I AM AN ADULT NOW! i believe i knw what am i doing and i can judge pretty well : )
"being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. it menas that you've decided to look beyond the imperfection." this quote i found it on jing's nus organiser. It kinda spell out what i'm feeling now.
But how long will this imperfection stay with me?! Its still a wringer.
florashinoda x )
p.s. i'm liking sunday more !
- Mood:
happy - Music:Lady GaGa - Lovegame
August has always been my favourite & hatred month of the entire year. Having my birthday in August makes the month merrier but not 4getting there are also many of my friends having birthday in this month.
My birthday celebration summary!
1. Steamboat dinner with my beloved family and buddies. – I love this combination! Family & Friends sitting down and having dinner tgt. *crapping tgt as well*
2. Surprise party by my TS@H colleagues. – I know you guys tried your best to surprise me & I love the PIZZA! As for the bouquet of rose... thanks lol.
3. “Surprise” celebration with my Ginnas & 2Ms. – Totally knocked down by your surprise! Didn’t expect that coming! I love the GUCCI perfume esp with my name on it. OMG make me feel like you guys customized it for me!
4. Birthday dinner treat @ Marriott Cafe with my BFF. – I know you guys invest a lot this year! Thanks for the effort! Looking at the number of years we celebrate each other birthday, I shall say we are impressive huh. I love the photo album and IPOD! *BFF \m/_* <3
5. August babies treat by my manager. – Thanks boss for the seafood dinner! You trigger my craving for seafood now... it’s been SO many years since I last had seafood outside.
6. Belated treat @ Haagen-Dazs by J.H Boy. – Thanks for fulfilling my fantasy for Haagen-Dazs! As for the chocolate hamper you surprise me with, I distributed to my fellow colleagues because I don’t really eat chocolate. The IPOD you gave me, I gave it to my brother. I’m honest to you! = )
End of birthday celebration summary ~
Others activities I'm engage in this month
1. NDP preview with BFF. To me preview is boring but I enjoy it when I'm with them. Like what I've said, nghuishan is seldom available when we plan for meet-up. She is SINGLE & NOT AVAILABLE -.-
2. Celebrating Lemon's BIG 21ST! This person birthday is only 2 days away from mine. Me and S went to her house to surprise her or I shld say we went to her house to scare her. Looking at her kah chong face been shocked make me lmao! =\ Yup I treasure my friendship with her a lot. We seems to be very alike in our character n personality. And what we went thru are somehow identical. It is rare to find someone like this.
3. Muggin hard for EXAMS! Oh man, cant slp almost every night. = \
4. Watch ORPHAN with BFF. chenhengjing was damn absurd lah~ ORPHAN is not a horror movie please! Anw, nghuishan is not available again. She is SINGLE & NOT AVAILABLE -.-
5. IKEA shopping + dinner with BFF. fredapoh buying new furniture. chenhengjing is over engross with the meatballs! florafoo almost puke over meatball. nghuishan is again not available. She is SINGLE & NOT AVAILABLE -.-
6. Temple praying & window shopping with P. We seems to have a lot of things to share! And not forgetting our craving for full house's milk tea!!!
7. A ruin planned for nghuishan surprise birthday celebration. We bought the cake but nghuishan is not at home and her mom said she will be home late. We bomb her hp the whole night. fredapoh had 16 miss call, chenhengjing had 23 miss call and florafoo had 6 miss call on nghuishan's phone. From this, it shows that chenhengjing misses nghuishan more = \ Anw we decided to eat the cake ourself den finally when we are heading back to my house to eat the cake, nghuishan called and save the cake. lol
8. Random night, watched LAST HOUSE ON THE LEFT with P. Thrilling movie! P was covering almost every killing scene.
9. Steamboat dinner at my house with BFF, hm & ly. Went chomp for beancurd desert and drinking at my house. I enjoyed the drinking part! Let's get ourself drunk again. =\ Yaa...nghuishan is again not available. She is SINGLE & NOT AVAILABLE -.-
10. Meet chenhengjing for dinner and rotting our time while waiting for fredapoh's mayday concert to end. We went to geylang and had 豆浆油条 for supper. This time round nghuishan is not here bcos we decided not to call her, thinking that she might be not available again. *SORRY nghuishan* lol
11. Went to rice table with BFF and chill out at starbucks. Again nghuishan is not available. =( She is SINGLE & NOT AVAILABLE -.-
End of Activities!
Exam stress, school stress, assignment stress & work stress flooding in my way. Lucky I have all these celebrations and activities on going. It disburdens me a lot!
Life is short or rather youth is short! One week I work 5.5 days but sometimes I need to OT. 70% of my week goes to work. 15% goes to school. The remaining 15% I must fully play relax and enjoy it!
I’m so looking forward to SEPTEMBER! All activities and programme planned! I can’t wait for the weekends to arrive. Yaa I still got to plan some time to do preparation for my 2 very NB LIBRA BABIES~ = \
Upcoming activities for SEPTEMBER...
- Timbre chill out
- Comex Fair
- Meeting Jiali
- MJ session at my house
- ECP cycling
- Dinner @ Long Beach *Seafood dinner!*
- Kbox-ing
- Punggol Prawn-ing
- Meeting KSC colleagues
Hmm, wondering if there will be meet-up for Ginnas & 2Ms for September. Everyone seems busy... = \
Well, I had a gratified August this year! ^.^
florashinoda x)
- Location:Spastic's Hut
- Mood:
hyper - Music:Drake - Best I Ever Had
Friday
suppose to have lunch tgt, but i totally 4gotten abt it.
i went lunch wi a technician at 1.45pm.
at 3.15pm he called and apologise that he was struck in a meeting so he couldn't meet me for lunch.
BUT the point is i totally 4gotten tat we are meeting for lunch...
besides he didnt turn up n i am not expecting him so what is the damn issue here.
i said sth nasty n rude to him.
i told him to stay out of my life and y shld i always go lunch wi him. We had a lil quarrel on the phone...
ok i felt damn bad aft saying those word. (frankly, tis is idiot. y am i quarrelling wi him ovr such things =.=)
At 5.30pm he called and say he wants to meet. I told him i'm meeting a friend at bishan so he drove me there.
We didnt talk at all thru out the whole journey. Its kinda weird!
Saturday
He sms me at 9am, asking if i'm working today. He wanna meet for lunch n hang out tgt.
i told him i'm not free; den he say its ok... there's always chance to meet. =.=
At night he asked if i wanna go ECP wi him for supper. Again i reject~ i'm having a family gathering duh.
Sunday
Went to watch Harry with freda and jing. Aft movie we had lunch den go home straight. He call me at 4pm n we had a long chat. Lucky P called and ask me out so i hang the phone wi him. =\
This morning he came n send me to work. Am such an idiot! i was damn secretive. . . acting like i've done sth fishy. =.=
making sure my mom is not at the bus stop or anywhere vicinity... mom knew abt him but i don't want her to knw that he send me to work. I jus don't wanna expain much.
Shit i'm making things complicated. =(
what am i going to do?! i seriously don't knw what to do to stop this. This is not easy. Folks advise me to keep rejecting him but sometimes given in that situation it jus don't work.
Saying and doing is a really different thing. VERY DIFFERENT ~
florashinoda x)
- Mood:
weird - Music:Jennifer Hudson - If This Isn't love
Finally i'm back to work!
Had make full use of this sick leave to complete my sch assignment.
(work assignment is piling up at the same time) =.=
Anw, i saw my new sem timbetable. hmm its not very good. lesson on 246, wth sat also got lesson =(
now i'm waiting for exam timetable!!! pls reveal it ASAP!!!
i can't wait to plan my AUGUST activity =\
*am missing ginnas so much*
florashinoda =)
- Mood:
calm

monday i injure my right foot
tuesday i went to see doctor n got my foot fixed
wednesday i'm on MC
thursday i'm back to work and aft work i went home n realise i'm dw with fever.
went to the clinic to see doctor and my fever shoot up to 39.1 degree.
Was told to stay at home n rest until sunday and if the fever hasn't gone... call 993 =.=
ok that's sound serious, but actually its not. i don't have flu so it cant relate to h1n1. =)
my wkends is so wasted! Felt so sad~ =(
nvm perhaps i will use this 2 days to wrap up my assignment...
florashinoda x)
- Mood:
sick
Since when seeing you bcame a cowardice reaction in me.
i don't like this feeling =\
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This morning my foot is not well.
Injured my foot on my way home ytd.
But i don't knw y i still get change and head to work.
acting like there is no injuries on my foot. And trying hard to walk normally so that ppl cant tell my leg is injure.
(wth)
anw i'm SO going to see doctor this afternoon.
cant stand the pain any more!
and jus now when i was abt to stand up and wash my cup, my foot hurt so much till i loss balance so in the end...
i broke my cup!
my one and only company cup given to me at the d&d~
super sad now =(
florashinoda
- Mood:
sad - Music:The Veronicas - Heavily Broken
need to speed up on my assessment !
counting dw to submission date ~
busy wk ahead !
LET's FIGHT . . .
florashinoda x)
- Mood:
tired - Music:Paramore - Let The Flames Begin

