♥ flora.x

location: X's lil hut

mood: blank

i'm tweeting more then blogging.

i had an average of at least 20 tweets a day and an average of at least 2 blog post a MONTH.

well in some month i don't even blog.

LOL !

ooh tht's all i have to say : \

XD 

flora.x

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location: X's lil hut

mood: okay

haha on the previous blog, i mentioned i wanna move blog.

but now i suddenly don't feel like moving blog.

shall jus stay with LJ for the time being.

don't ask me y i change my mind again bcos even i myself don't really knw y yet.

mayb i'm jus lazy to go set up a new blog.

however folks cn still giv me suggestion on which blog to use.

LOL

Whether you like it, love it, hate it, whatever jus accept it because its my blog~

till then~

flora.x

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location: X's lil hut

mood: blah

have a though of moving blog...

sometimes i feel tht  LJ is v lag and problematic...

esp when i receive email from LJ via hotmail, it kinda lag my whole hotmail.. *LAG BIG TIME*

mayb its hotmail prob. but anw who cares...

choosing between tumblr and wordpress

which one shld i go with?!

flora.x

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location: X's lil hut

mood: bored

music: Secondhand Serenade - Something More

guess i'm REALLY getting very lazy to update my blog lol...

one post a month seems amazing...

its as though my life is very boring and has NOTHING to blog about...

well i guess it is REALLY getting very boring lately.

first everyone in the family is falling sick and now everyone is coughing. virus is everywhr in my hse -.-

the house is so empty even on wkdays. although i like to b alone at home to enjoy some peace but too quiet cn be scary too.

i'm still indulge on last sunday post father day celebration. when i FINALLY get to see my family sitting dw to hav a gd meal tgt. chit chatting happily and enjoying each other company. the joke of the day, i made reservation for 5 ppl n i only realised tht thr were only 4 of us when i reached the restaurant. ooh i'm missing my GRANDMA!!!! 

lately work had been making me stress and crazy. i guess my sudden high fever is very much due to this work stress.
(trying to giv excuses for myself)

gg home late from work everyday is becoming a daily routine. i'm not complaining about work but i just realise that it has become a norm right now... : ) well this is the working life, i believe everyone is encountering it too... 

speaking of my high fever, tht really scare the hell outta me... first time in my 22 yrs of life i didnt know tht i am down wi such a high fever. 40.4 degree... wonder if the thermometer is gg to burst lol. i came home aft work wi this fever, n i jus lie on my bed to rest bcos i'm really restless n has no strength. the sad thing is tht thr isn't anyone at home : ( i almost tears when i was thinking if i would jus faint like this at home and will anyone knw about it. jus den i realised hw impt is my family. and of cos to have them at home so at least i'm not so lonely even when i am sick n needs help. shall not talk abt it anymore, its bringing back memories of tht night -.-

even how lonely i feel at home, at least i still have a grp of "GD-FOR-NOTHING" friends... thy r really my everything! thy seems to be enjoying their life pretty much, and tht's a gd thing.

tht nbchj lately damn bz dating somebody... i hope she is bz earning money too...
tht biggy ng lately damn bz enjoying everything she is doing. n she is gg hk VERY soon. i hope she is also bz saving up money too...
tht siao-ginna lately jus started her p/t uni life in sim and nw she is enjoying her holiday... i hope she don't pon too much class n put in some effort in sim. hope she can pass thru this herself...
tht xujunwei lately seems very free cos gg to ord soon. but he nv jio me out -.- or perhaps our timing ALWAYS don't match! sighhh
tht superwoman P is always gd in everything she does. she put in effort and settle her things well. having to go thru all the hardship, lucky she has meddy wi her.
tht kpop-siao FreddyPoh, recently she is so crazy abt kpop n she kinda influence me too : \ it all started wi WGM!!! this show is addictive! this fellow is my bestie in everything but sometimes she is v heartless to me : (

ok tht's all for nw! was wondering y am i writing all this... -.- mayb i REALLY got NOTHING to blog abt! my life is so SAD! : \

flora.x
p.s. i needa get my blog back to life! this is a life memory! will find sth to blog soooon. stay tune~: D

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location: X's lil hut

mood: grumpy

music: Baek Ji Young feat Taec Yeon - My Ear's Candy

went for a hair cut on a damn random Saturday evening....
the moment i step in, am seriously anticipating my new hair cut!
but it doesn't seems to turn out the way i want.
maybe its my hair problem not the hairdresser problem...
my lil bro said, $4.80 so don't xpect much...
wth i don't think it got anything to do with the $4.80.

for 4 days i had been clipping my hair.
at home i'm using hair band...
i need my hair to grow fast.
i hate short fringe! my fore head feels itchy and i feel that pimples is popping out....

sighhh



flora.x 

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location: X's lil hut

mood: chipper

music: La Roux - Fascination

finally after 3 weeks of intensive cleaning, clearing, throwing and tidying...
my room is back to its clean greeny look : )
frankly, i love to do cleaning in my room cos each time i get to look at things/photos that reminds me of the past...
this is so exciting! and sometimes when looking at things/photos that reminds me of unhappy/angry things, my mood change and i became very angry n pek chek while cleaning lol...
its ironic at times but that is still part of my life, my history isn't it.
without those good/bad memories, i wouldn't b what i am today : )

TA DAA~ my room....




flora.x

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location: X's lil hut

mood: blank

it has been 2 months...
i seriously thou things had settle down a bit and many thoughts should have gone to far-away-land but again its ME thinking in a naive way.
this 2 months i have been very good but what about him?!
i know it really took him a lot of courage to see me again. but what was he expecting when he sees me?!
we can't go back anymore. even though my mom said that she will try to convince herself to accept him n jiale but seriously this isn't what i want. i want my mom's blessing coming from the bottom of her heart and not "TRYING" to convince herself to send me that blessing. i won't be happy that way because not only my mom but everyone i know will send me the same "TRYING" to convince themselves blessing to me.

as a high pride person, i can't let myself face such things. i know it is cruel of me to say this but someone will have to suffer that outcome. who is not selfish in this world?! being selfish is not something bad. to be selfish i get to protect myself and i don't see anything wrong with that. i don't want to be the one suffering therefore i choose to end it, leave him n hurt him. maybe we have not know each other long enough and maybe i don't love him that much so i can't bring myself to commit such relationship. i feel that this relationship bring huge burden to me. saying all this simply tells that i don't mind what other people think of me. at least i know i am given that choice to make my decision and i shall not regret it. 

horoscope said that Libra and Leo are compatible for each other but after yesterday conversation with him, i don't think so anymore. i think he handle things too emotional but it may be because he doesn't know what he is saying and what he wants. i shall not blame him for that. and what i said too him OBVIOUSLY tells that i am more mature. (I'm not saying that he is childish)

i know he hasn't give up but i want him to. i really can't bear to say ugly words to him again because i used to like and care for him so once is really enough. am i really worth for him to not give up? i don't want to be shaken.

honestly i hope we can still be friends but if it is going to be a difficult task for him then i see it no point either. this time round i really hope let nature take its course. some friends told me "你自己看着办"... well i will 自己看着办! because it is my problem and i don't hope my friends to be over worried for me. i will feel uneasy that way... and i don't want to ring my friends in the middle of the night to disturb them, crying and telling them all these which it is not worth for them to go through these with me. 

i made myself clear...

flora.x

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mood: content

music: Glee Cast - Don't Stop Believin'

yeah man! blogging during LUNCH TIME! ; )

jus stock up my snacks for work and i realise i hav turn the small table into a lil pantry : |
well i seldom go for lunch so this is really necessary for me lol... 




i'm not a POTATO person but i seriously, strongly wanna recommend this!
you really NEEDA try it if you haven try... ; )



; )
flora.x

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mood: happy

music: Timbaland - If We Ever Meet Again (Featuring Katy Perry)

Dearest Ginnas,

27 April 2010 marks an impt day for us! Its our 3rd year anniversary! Isn't it great?! Felt really thankful that i get to knw you two...
(3 cheers for 3 NB girl, 3 cheers for 3 LEFT HANDER, 3 cheers for 3 GINNAS)

Please try to make yourself AVAILABLE on Sunday, 25 April 2010. We are going to party, sing cum picnic at Teo Heng...
we shall further discuss again what food are we bringing. ; )

Cheers!
till then,

X

p.s. PLEASE RSVP ME ASAP ; )

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location: X's lil hut

mood: busy

music: Timbaland - Morning After Dark (Featuring Nelly Furtado & SoShy)

jus realise that time is running out for me.

i needa clean and pack my room by end march so that my new furniture can come in
i needa complete all 3 sch assignment by end march. submission is in early april
i needa rush out 2 pre con survey and report by end march b4 R&R start

y am i always rushing?
does it indicate that my time management is actually v bad : (
well, SO what if i always rush?! i knw i can still deliver the work on time bcos i am FLORA FOO ; )

ooh bless me!



flora.x

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